grrr and such!!!!!
Well that really pisses me off. What you ask? Well I lost the entry I was trying to write bout an hour ago. I decided instead of breaking the keyboard that I would go and make myself a tea. I had lunch and thought to myself I shall try this again.."Pour some sugar on me." Sorry one of my fav songs is on the radio right now.
Any who.... The other night I started telling you about the goodluck I had last year by having my heart broken. Well being that I totally lost my last entry I shall not go into full detail again. Lets just say my plan to move to Alberta last spring was cut short by the asshole I was dating at the time. He had done the old I will send for you when I get everything setup. So he took 90% of my stuff which I only got bout half back. {some of it broken} And he went out west.
He had convinced me that all would work out and I would be seeing him soon...April 12,2005 was the last day I ever saw him again. We kept in touch and he broke my heart shortly after he had decided he wanted to find himself. And all of a sudden he was so overwhelmed and he needed time alone..."Gee thanks" He couldn't let me now that befor I let him drive away with my stuff.
Well as luck would have it I had become close friends with his bestfriend. As The asshole drifted further from the life he had here in kingston he drew further from his friend. Which was fine because his friend and I were becoming closer each day. This friend well his name is John. John kept my head up and kept me smiling each day. When I would find myself crying he was always there to lend a shoulder. He and I spent so much time together. He would finish work at 11pm and we would spend the night on the phone listening to music and just talkin. He would come over and we would hangout. I also made trips up to his work to bring him supper or I would just go and visit. We had so much fun.
During all this fun we were having we had started to have strong feelings for each other. We both new how the other felt but we couldn't bring ourselves to say anything. That and Alberta was about to take another leap into my life. But that is for another entry.
Any who.... The other night I started telling you about the goodluck I had last year by having my heart broken. Well being that I totally lost my last entry I shall not go into full detail again. Lets just say my plan to move to Alberta last spring was cut short by the asshole I was dating at the time. He had done the old I will send for you when I get everything setup. So he took 90% of my stuff which I only got bout half back. {some of it broken} And he went out west.
He had convinced me that all would work out and I would be seeing him soon...April 12,2005 was the last day I ever saw him again. We kept in touch and he broke my heart shortly after he had decided he wanted to find himself. And all of a sudden he was so overwhelmed and he needed time alone..."Gee thanks" He couldn't let me now that befor I let him drive away with my stuff.
Well as luck would have it I had become close friends with his bestfriend. As The asshole drifted further from the life he had here in kingston he drew further from his friend. Which was fine because his friend and I were becoming closer each day. This friend well his name is John. John kept my head up and kept me smiling each day. When I would find myself crying he was always there to lend a shoulder. He and I spent so much time together. He would finish work at 11pm and we would spend the night on the phone listening to music and just talkin. He would come over and we would hangout. I also made trips up to his work to bring him supper or I would just go and visit. We had so much fun.
During all this fun we were having we had started to have strong feelings for each other. We both new how the other felt but we couldn't bring ourselves to say anything. That and Alberta was about to take another leap into my life. But that is for another entry.