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why do i have the hardest time connecting with people?i have no idea why this is bothering me so much.i like my alone time.and when im around people i realize "oh thats why i avoid all your calls!"but when someone actually stops and points it out...it really hurts.ive tried to be personable!ive tried making polite conversation!ive been doing well with the nervousness and the inability to form proper grammatical sentences around those who intimidate me.which is everyone.i shouldn't have to try.i mean,am i right?things like that should come easily.does everyone feel this way?this socially awkward?at some point maybe?oh.i second raleigh st claire.