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lockdown day 1,500,557
so.i guess the food i so carefully chewed to make safe of my swallowing isnt forming together to become a massive something that gets lodged in my throat blocking all air.and those gallons of water arent being retained in my brain cells drowning them out and causing brain damage.im just insane.i might just be having panic attacks.this is sweet.something to use as an excuse."sorry.cant help ma,doctors orders.no im not being lazy!my frail nerves might rattle if i dare attempt anything semi-productive!!!"im likin the alone time to tell the truth.i get to catch up on some reading.ok.shut up.but i have picked up a good few magazines!and no i will not let you make me feel bad for buying fashion magazines the last three or four times i was in a bookstore!ive started requiem for a dream however.only on like page 50 or so and my tear ducts are already bracing themselves!again i will NOT let you belittle me for that fact that the only books i seem to read have been made into movies!at this very second every tooth in my mouth is scraping against his neighbor.having the same effect as a fork on a dinner plate.cringe!i was sucking a lemon earlier and now my pearly whites have a horrible coating--my folks have a birthday something to attend to and one of the down points of my grounding is no computer while my folks are out.so i guess this is goodbye
oh!oh!this would be an opportune moment for plack candy!
but ive got none.
so.i guess the food i so carefully chewed to make safe of my swallowing isnt forming together to become a massive something that gets lodged in my throat blocking all air.and those gallons of water arent being retained in my brain cells drowning them out and causing brain damage.im just insane.i might just be having panic attacks.this is sweet.something to use as an excuse."sorry.cant help ma,doctors orders.no im not being lazy!my frail nerves might rattle if i dare attempt anything semi-productive!!!"im likin the alone time to tell the truth.i get to catch up on some reading.ok.shut up.but i have picked up a good few magazines!and no i will not let you make me feel bad for buying fashion magazines the last three or four times i was in a bookstore!ive started requiem for a dream however.only on like page 50 or so and my tear ducts are already bracing themselves!again i will NOT let you belittle me for that fact that the only books i seem to read have been made into movies!at this very second every tooth in my mouth is scraping against his neighbor.having the same effect as a fork on a dinner plate.cringe!i was sucking a lemon earlier and now my pearly whites have a horrible coating--my folks have a birthday something to attend to and one of the down points of my grounding is no computer while my folks are out.so i guess this is goodbye
oh!oh!this would be an opportune moment for plack candy!
but ive got none.