Junkyard of Intense Wonderment
Here we go again, down the same old path. I find myself getting a "good feeling" about completing yet another homework assingment. I set a nice enviroment, get supplies, and sit down. Wait, what was that book on the shelf in the hallway? The Birth Order? What's that all about?
Next thing you know I spend an hour flipping through the pages only half interested. Half interested. That's right. Here I could have at least started my A.P Euro homework but i flip through a unheard book instead. Crazy thing? I'm hardly bothered.
That seems to happen a lot for me. It's not that i totally don't care. It's just that I'm hardly bothered by it. Hardly bothered in many aspects of my life including school, relationships, and self control. Still as i realize that I should really start giving "more of a damn", none of it seems like a big deal. Is it a big deal? Am i making a fuss about not making a fuss when it doesn't matter?
I have a lot more to say but it seems as though dinner is almost ready. Perhaps I am to continue this later.
Actually, just sitting down and thinking sounds real nice.
Next thing you know I spend an hour flipping through the pages only half interested. Half interested. That's right. Here I could have at least started my A.P Euro homework but i flip through a unheard book instead. Crazy thing? I'm hardly bothered.
That seems to happen a lot for me. It's not that i totally don't care. It's just that I'm hardly bothered by it. Hardly bothered in many aspects of my life including school, relationships, and self control. Still as i realize that I should really start giving "more of a damn", none of it seems like a big deal. Is it a big deal? Am i making a fuss about not making a fuss when it doesn't matter?
I have a lot more to say but it seems as though dinner is almost ready. Perhaps I am to continue this later.
Actually, just sitting down and thinking sounds real nice.