ok....
I don't expect many people to understand what I am doing right now...but you know what for the first time in a long time I am truly happy...I am being selfish but you know what it's about time that I start to think about myself instead of what everyone else thinks...I am not going to give up happiness just because other people don't agree with what I am doing...I think that my life right now is coming together very nicely for once and I don't have my past haunting me nearly as much as it did and I can finally face without being afraid...