Lucky at Cards ...
So I feel as if one of my friends is grooming me to be her next boyfriend. She's currently dating someone else, but that relationship has been falling apart for the last few months. In that time, she's turned to me for support, and I've gladly been there for her; however, I am also friends with her boyfriend and it makes me feel somewhat disloyal to be talking to her so much even though our conversations have never been remotely inappropriate. She's never explicitly stated or even strongly hinted that she'd like to date me after she's single again, but I personally think the implication is there. And if it's an unspoken understanding powerful enough to penetrate even my thick skull, then I don't think I'm just imagining it.
Pros: She's cute, smart, sexy, funny, gorgeous, charming, pretty, kind to animals, hot, sophisticated, and beautiful. Did I mention how attractive she is? I don't think I'm communicating that clearly enough. She's one of those girls that you don't even bother flirting with because she's probably already dating a movie star or Jesus or something.
Cons: I have never been "the other guy" and I refuse to ever get involved in that kind of situation. While nothing improper has happened yet, it feels like it might sooner or later.
I should probably just tell her this straight out, but I'm afraid of alienating her.
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When the fuck did I get so wishy-washy?