May 01, 2006 00:00
so i'm working on my essay for my portfolio for peck... and it's harder than i thought it would be. i'm not good at putting my feelings into words to begin with, and it's even harder when those feelings are so strong.
i have to get into peck. if i don't, i don't frikkin know what i'm going to do next year...
i need to find an apartment and roomies too.
i'm kinda overwhelmed right now.
at least i'm only working three days this week!!
tuesday is my last day at pizza hut and i'm only scheduled for two days at panera because i just switched my availability. it'll be really nice to get some decent sleep.
i have an appointment on wednesday with my knee surgeon. it'll be interesting to see what he says. i'm so frikkin sick of all this crap with my knees - five years is just too long. i honestly don't even care what they do to my knees anymore... i just want this to be over. i want to be able to run, and breakdance, and go to work, and just do normal things without having to worry about how much it's going to hurt.
ummmmmmm yea i just need to get out of my house right now.