some issues
been having some issues lately with ffxi. i love the people, and i've made friendships i never want to end. my problem though is that i seem to have no real 'goals' anymore, and i find it harder and harder to sign in and do anything.
right now, the only thing i really have as a 'goal' is to get rdm to 75. since i'm not a fan of pickup parties that means ALOT of campaigning. while i don't mind campaign battles, they are kind of boring/monotonous after awhile.
but other then campaign battles and getting rdm to 75 (and will probably never use it after), i don't have any goals. i'm not really into endgame things, though i wouldn't mind some of the gears, though even if i wanted to join a dynamis, limbus, etc LS, my work schedule doesn't really allow for it since i get off at 10pm est.
it seems like each time i sign in, there are more strangers in the LS and less friends. i don't begrudge those people in the game who have those goals and things going on with endgame ls's, or exp sets etc., just i feel kind of like the stranger looking into a house. doesn't help that my best friend in the world, Sefi (the one who got me addicted in the FIRST place) doesn't play really anymore.
no, this is not a "i'm thinking of canceling ffxi" topic, just a mental ramble kind of. just some stuff that's been going on in my mind lately. oh well lol.
right now, the only thing i really have as a 'goal' is to get rdm to 75. since i'm not a fan of pickup parties that means ALOT of campaigning. while i don't mind campaign battles, they are kind of boring/monotonous after awhile.
but other then campaign battles and getting rdm to 75 (and will probably never use it after), i don't have any goals. i'm not really into endgame things, though i wouldn't mind some of the gears, though even if i wanted to join a dynamis, limbus, etc LS, my work schedule doesn't really allow for it since i get off at 10pm est.
it seems like each time i sign in, there are more strangers in the LS and less friends. i don't begrudge those people in the game who have those goals and things going on with endgame ls's, or exp sets etc., just i feel kind of like the stranger looking into a house. doesn't help that my best friend in the world, Sefi (the one who got me addicted in the FIRST place) doesn't play really anymore.
no, this is not a "i'm thinking of canceling ffxi" topic, just a mental ramble kind of. just some stuff that's been going on in my mind lately. oh well lol.