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Something just came to my mind. I'm actually suprised it hasn't happened sooner. Maybe it has, but i've just been pushing it away. I wanted to say something to someone who i'm not even sure reads my journal anymore. This person would be right not to, i've been a complete bitch for the past 2 years, though, not without reason. I was just a little eccentric, and old habits die hard. Anyways, I wrote an entry a while ago saying that someone meant nothing to me. In essence, they were a 'quidam'. lemme find the def. for you...Quidam: a nameless passer-by, a solitary figure lingering on a street corner, a person rushing past. It could be anyone, anybody. Someone coming, going, living in our anonymous society. A member of the crowd, one of the silent majority. There's more to that def., but it doesn't really fit. I saw this person yesterday when i went back to school to get my instrument, i left my poor clarinet all alone. Something in my then realized (and came back within the past five minutes), that i don't hate the person. Truthfully, there's still a part inside of me that will never forget and never stop liking this person. I just wanted to say, i forgive you. I don't hate you. But, remember, there will always be some part of me that resents you for what you did. Nothing can ever be the same.