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Well it's official, Rainy the wonderfully cheese loving music playing zen creative neeon is off for open battery surgery and it's quite possible that he will not return to me. *cries*. Apparently JB said to my dad that there was a fault in the batch that they sold in June-July and that it needs to be sent away out of Canberra so that Zen can have a look at it.
I don't want my precious birthday present to go away, it has memories for me... memories... like the way I held it in my hands the moment I first fell in love with it. my grandmother who was 2 weeks from her death was talking to me about it. Now it will be just that, memories.
A new zen is the worst scenario, I don't actually want a new zen. I know it sounds wierd but I've really become attached to my zen because it has been there for me through everything. Horrible boring Deanna classes, long bus rides home from the mall, walking down corridors by myself, waiting around at school for things, lines off and sometimes even at night when I can't sleep. It's been there, it's my rainy and no other zen will be quite the same.
My room is so wierd now... I seriously can't believe that its mine.