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ok well its been a really long time since ive actually wrote in this thing and i realize there probably isnt a soul out there that actually reads this and thats ok cause i just have to really reflect on things....well my summer thus far....
-thought that the people i hang out with really hated me
-barley talk to anyone from school
-never talk to any of my best friends
-only really talk to one person all day long
-party nights...fun but alot of drama too
-guys comming back into my life that i thought were gone and was happy
-new guys comming into my life :D
-got my first job
-gone to the lake a couple of times
-finally a SENIOR now woot
-feel like im loosing friends :(
-people i could talk to about anything are acting really weird and avoiding me....
-dont know really how to react to things that happen
and that pretty sums up my summer....or at least so far its either really busy or really boring, i dont really understand how and why my friends (that i feel like im loosing) suddenly stop talking to me....Oh and i find out that im not really included in anything, so it makes me feel like a reject tagalong that people just tollerate. i dont know really whats going on cause this summer was supose to be so freaking awsome and at times it is but seems like there are so many more times thats just gotten me down o.o; maybe its all in my head and im jumping to conclusions...man i hope so
-thought that the people i hang out with really hated me
-barley talk to anyone from school
-never talk to any of my best friends
-only really talk to one person all day long
-party nights...fun but alot of drama too
-guys comming back into my life that i thought were gone and was happy
-new guys comming into my life :D
-got my first job
-gone to the lake a couple of times
-finally a SENIOR now woot
-feel like im loosing friends :(
-people i could talk to about anything are acting really weird and avoiding me....
-dont know really how to react to things that happen
and that pretty sums up my summer....or at least so far its either really busy or really boring, i dont really understand how and why my friends (that i feel like im loosing) suddenly stop talking to me....Oh and i find out that im not really included in anything, so it makes me feel like a reject tagalong that people just tollerate. i dont know really whats going on cause this summer was supose to be so freaking awsome and at times it is but seems like there are so many more times thats just gotten me down o.o; maybe its all in my head and im jumping to conclusions...man i hope so