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ok this really sucks my old crush has come back into my life...i mean i seriously thought i was over him like a year or two ago. and i talked to him in between that period but he just seemed so different. but i randomly talked to him yesterday (dunno what led me to iming him but i did) and he is the EXACT same. and it really sucks cause thats all i could think about and i couldnt sleep. i mean its not really a bad thing i just dont want to go back to liking him so much. god im just scared that ill never talk to him again like last time and then have to deal with the heartache again....oh well i guess we will have to see how things go.....