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Hey there,
So I have been working...actully yesterday was the first time i worked on the floor and it was really really fun!! AND i made $25.50 in tips! haha i was soo happy, and good luck to Tess who works the floor tomorrow. Anyway's so Wesley's in Tahoe till tomorrow, and that kinda sucks because last weekend I worked every weekend night, and we didn't get to go bowling which made me really really sad. Lol I had to stick to bowling on my cell phone. But yea so then we didn't do anything Saturday either, but I was REALLY tired so its all good. Then this week has been so stressful! I'm not even kidding you! And its just like....finals were stressful, then I had to deal with like friend problems and stuff. Which by the way sucks right now. I seriously have like no one except Sarah, Tess, and Wesley. I'm not even kidding you. And the sad thing is...I dont really even have Wesley. I mean, he always seems so annoyed with me and frustrated too. And I dont mean to annoy him, but its just really hard not to notice stuff like this. And other people who I used to be close with are just being rude or mean. And thats REALLY frustrating because I dont know what I did to half of those people! I'm just like screw this, i'm not going to kiss your ass because your pissed off at me or one of your friends is. At this point I really could careless anymore. But I have realizedhow things work here. Finally. I see that if one person is pissed off at you...then they're friends are pissed off at you too. I have noticed, since Nikki has been pissed off at me...I have lost so many of my "friends", and the sad thing is, I have sad sorry, and done everything to try and fix this problem, but nothings worked. But what really upsets me even more is, that I have worked really hard to try and work things out with her, but it really seems like she could care less. And so i give up. I'm so tired of being nice to these people so they'll talk to me. I have just realized who my true friends are. On a HAPPIER note, I have finally moved on. Wesley and I are still friends, but I have started to take a liking to someone. He's really nice to me. haha i can't say he's all that nice to others, but he's nice to me! Anyways, so I really kinda bumbed because I'm not doing anything for my birthday....AGAIN. I might hang out with Wesley, but thats if he's in Novato. lol we haven't really worked anything out yet. Oh Conor! I have a holiday card and candy canes for you!!! Lol I dono if your ganna read this...but I do!
xoxo
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So I have been working...actully yesterday was the first time i worked on the floor and it was really really fun!! AND i made $25.50 in tips! haha i was soo happy, and good luck to Tess who works the floor tomorrow. Anyway's so Wesley's in Tahoe till tomorrow, and that kinda sucks because last weekend I worked every weekend night, and we didn't get to go bowling which made me really really sad. Lol I had to stick to bowling on my cell phone. But yea so then we didn't do anything Saturday either, but I was REALLY tired so its all good. Then this week has been so stressful! I'm not even kidding you! And its just like....finals were stressful, then I had to deal with like friend problems and stuff. Which by the way sucks right now. I seriously have like no one except Sarah, Tess, and Wesley. I'm not even kidding you. And the sad thing is...I dont really even have Wesley. I mean, he always seems so annoyed with me and frustrated too. And I dont mean to annoy him, but its just really hard not to notice stuff like this. And other people who I used to be close with are just being rude or mean. And thats REALLY frustrating because I dont know what I did to half of those people! I'm just like screw this, i'm not going to kiss your ass because your pissed off at me or one of your friends is. At this point I really could careless anymore. But I have realizedhow things work here. Finally. I see that if one person is pissed off at you...then they're friends are pissed off at you too. I have noticed, since Nikki has been pissed off at me...I have lost so many of my "friends", and the sad thing is, I have sad sorry, and done everything to try and fix this problem, but nothings worked. But what really upsets me even more is, that I have worked really hard to try and work things out with her, but it really seems like she could care less. And so i give up. I'm so tired of being nice to these people so they'll talk to me. I have just realized who my true friends are. On a HAPPIER note, I have finally moved on. Wesley and I are still friends, but I have started to take a liking to someone. He's really nice to me. haha i can't say he's all that nice to others, but he's nice to me! Anyways, so I really kinda bumbed because I'm not doing anything for my birthday....AGAIN. I might hang out with Wesley, but thats if he's in Novato. lol we haven't really worked anything out yet. Oh Conor! I have a holiday card and candy canes for you!!! Lol I dono if your ganna read this...but I do!
xoxo
ash