Oct 14, 2004 20:36
Ok so i'm seriously wanting to just GO AWAY for a LONG LONG LONG TIME!!!
I seriously dont know whats going on. GOD does THIS week have to be
sooooooo shitty??? Ok so seriously i'm so sick of everything, mainly HOMECOMING.
This is the biggest hassel ever! OK so I told Sam something that maybe
I shouldn't have. But someone said something, and then he just happened
to ask me a question, which related to what she said. Ok this is
getting confusing, WHATEVER.
I dont want to deal with this now. PLUS i have this harsh comment
hanging over my head that Wesley's mom said about me. This is horrible
I feel REALLY stupid! I
thought she really liked me, and was happy about us going out and
stuff....but a week before Wesley and I started going out, she told
***** "I think she needs a lot of growing up to do" And ***** said they
wanted to tell me from the start, but didn't because they knew it would
upset me. DAMN RIGHT.....like
I called Sarah and then Nikki, because they're the only ones I can even
like cry to about it. Seriously, I was sitting here, trying to do
vocab, and thinking and crying, and then *Left out name* IM's me,
yelling, and is REALLY UPSET because
of *name left out* yelled at them b/c they are as good as friends
anymore or whatever. I dotn even know i didn't ever get the whole story
out of them. AND we do NOT need this now!!! FREAKIN A!!! WHY NOW? WHY CAN'T I GO ONE WEEK WITH OUT ALL THIS BULL SHIT!