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Haha ok, so what your about to read is sort of fiction meet non-fiction. I found that I enjoy writing..i dono i'm werid like that i guess. haha so i have taken things from my juneu and novato life, and just still that's SO not even true, and made this SHORT little thing...and the people who have read it think its funny, yet true, but good, and ONEperson thought it was bad! I LOVE YOU! haha i love feed back...but dont be too too harsh please. Remeber its just an opinion..not even mine. haha
So here's the 411 on this girl who wrote this: She is made up. Haha
lets get that clear. She is in high school, she is single, and is
looking in on other people's relationships, and thinks that everything
can have a good and bad to it. I think she may be still on this "GIRL
POWER" trip, and if you know me like you should.....i get annoyed with
feminist(s/p) so you'll laugh at me for writing this, but here I go.
Sex
Bet that got your attention. Yea i knew it. UG what is it with SEX? I'm
in 10th grade...the teachers tell us that we get more mature as we get
old, but why, and even the girls are obsessed with SEX? I'm so stupid
because i really like this guy, but yet, he only dates girls who will
have sex...a lot. And i'm just not going to do that. I shouldn't have
to explain, but its like, i have noticed, he's an ok person, really
cute, nice, sweet, and funny, but he just is horny. It put it bluntly,
he is. And its so hard because its like...he hooks up with all these
girls, and its just about sex to them. Why would people do that? Jus go and
sleep with someone and then its over. I dont understand it. And its so
frustrating because society has high school to thinking that its about
being pretty, being attractive, being skinny, being a cheerleader or
sports star, and yet, they're are the NORMAL AVERAGE SIZED girls who are
SEXY AND HOT! But yet, no one pay's attention to them unless just ONE
guy thinks they're hot. I have noticed it. And its horrible how high
school works. Ok, so one of th grils in my gym class i met last year, her brother is a
freshman this year, she is one of the most popular girls in our class,
but her brother is one of the most unpopular guys at our school...but
yet she's trying to change that because she knows he's unhappy with
haveing NO friends except for like one and her. And its so sad because
even if you are related to someone who's like worshiped by girls and guys, you
can still be nothing if your not "perfect". And the funny thing is,
thursday was our picture day, and this girl and guy were talking behind
me about a girl in front of me, and were talking about how "fat" she
was, which she wasn't really..i mean, not skinny, but not fat, and how
she shouldn't wear a skirt and tank top because of her body. The thing
i dont understand is that some of her and his friends are heavier or
"fatter" then her, and yet, its ok to say that someone who's not fat is
fat, but yet their friends who are, and i'm sorry, but ARE fat, aren't
fat? It doesn't make since...because they hold this title of
"popularity" makes it ok and that what they say goes. And these people
aren't even nice people. When my parents were in high school, they
would talk about how the "popular" people were so nice, and talked to
EVERYONE and didn't judge you by this or that, yet today, its soooo
different. I'm almost done with high school, and yet i still don't
understand it. Whats happening to the world today?
Haha i know...its lame...but you got to start somewhere., right? haha thanks i'm sorry for wasting your time
xoxo
ash
p.s this isn't about anyone in specific! I can't stress how important
that is..some of my juneau friends read it, and were like "what the
hell are you writing that bout??" and i'm like NO its not...they just
kinda helped by bitching about small things...like "fat people" Thanks!
You all imspire me to write! haha xoxo