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Here are all pics from Sarah's birthday....all three day's of it! lol I swear this year...this girl has gotten THREE CAKES....plus the one she'll get at her dad's! haha i'm really happy that she had a good birthday though. So i have realize that Tess is going through a hard time, and I wrote her a sorry note. I hope she's not upset...shehasn't really commented on it. Lol i guess no new is good news? I went on a really long walk with my mom tonight and we talked about a lot of stuff...i think things are going to start to get better. I also had another appt today....i'm starting to like her. Last time I didn't because she didn't let me talk...just my mom...but today's session was all about me...and I needed that. Just because I think its time that I finally get to talk about how things for ME are....and many people have told my mom...that i'm moddy, not happy, upset, uptight all the time....ya guys thanks for being good friends there. I mean seriously...if you see a 90* change in my personality....wouldnt' you think somethings wrong? That I may have some stuff going on that you dont know about. I mean i seiously only tell Tess, Sarah and Evan my problems here, and so they know exactly whats going on....but still. I'm just tired of kissing everyone's ass so they wont be mad at me. I'm getting really sick of it mainly because I dont need this shit right now. Honestly I dont. And this is just prolly making things worse....but it helps to just let things out sometimes. And i'm sorry if i offend any of u, but this isn't ment for anyone in particular! It just feels since my problems have come this summer...I have lost almost all of my friends. Which only shows me how my true friends are b/c they have been helping me through a really painful situation. Anyways, i'm going to go...i'll talk to you later
xoxo
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