Cuz you want me, and you like me.
Do I really want someone to like me? I don't think so. I'm a terrible girlfriend. and I'd somehow find the worst way to fuck it up. Seriously. and I wouldn't have any heart. I'd have no regard for their feelings. Because I'm not really into guys anymore. I just don't see why I need a guy in my life right now. I'd fuck with their feelings. So why bother? I don't want to screw anything up. So I'll be single. I have to keep telling myself this, or I'd end up dating someone. and then end up making them, or myself miserable. GOSHHHHH my mom is at her boyfriends house. I'm happy for her. Because she's happy. I'd like to see more of her, but I'm glad that she is finally enjoying life and what not. She hasn't experienced that in literally YEARS. beyond years it seems like. whateva whateva