Sept. 28
Hello all,
After much self psycho analysis i see what's been wrong w/ me this past week.
well, ok...some of these i believe others r random. but...i'll let u decide
1) Yuta's gone (& all the emotions that that brings w/ it)
2) Last week i stayed up till 1, 2, or 3 depending. this week i'm trying to get back to a regular sleep schedule
3) i tried so hard to be nice & get ppl to like me. and all i have to show 4 it is 1 stinkin' friend!!! so that's y i was being so pissy & depressed (i've later realized i have more than one friend)
4) (this is the big one) I am picky when it comes to making friends. Then, the ppl who i do choose to be friends become very possessive over me & don't want to share me. so...the normal things like here, meet, a, then meet my friends b and c, and over there is d. instead i get. hello, my name is z. that's all u need to know. let's only hang out w/ each other & not meet anyone new. just u & me all the way. um...so not cool. haha^^
so, in conclusion. i'm a girl w/ uncontrollable emotions yes, i can use that excuse whenver and however i choose and as many times as i feel like who's picky about her friends who in turn become picky w/ her.
eh~ such is life^^
now i'm at christy's. b/c i had a band concert today! & no one i knew was there, so she had her mom come. & her mom loved it. so that's gr8. but then said mom took me shopping for endless hours. & i'm so wiped now. u_u
um...concert was ~eh~ u can tell y the 1st band is the 1st band. they sounded great & my band sucked. haha^^ um...tomorro'ws the fair. hopefully that'll be fun^^ but i have a ton of homework to do. >.< um...i'm distracted now. so...i'm gonna call it quits. i got my main points across.
L ♥ V E
After much self psycho analysis i see what's been wrong w/ me this past week.
well, ok...some of these i believe others r random. but...i'll let u decide
1) Yuta's gone (& all the emotions that that brings w/ it)
2) Last week i stayed up till 1, 2, or 3 depending. this week i'm trying to get back to a regular sleep schedule
3) i tried so hard to be nice & get ppl to like me. and all i have to show 4 it is 1 stinkin' friend!!! so that's y i was being so pissy & depressed (i've later realized i have more than one friend)
4) (this is the big one) I am picky when it comes to making friends. Then, the ppl who i do choose to be friends become very possessive over me & don't want to share me. so...the normal things like here, meet, a, then meet my friends b and c, and over there is d. instead i get. hello, my name is z. that's all u need to know. let's only hang out w/ each other & not meet anyone new. just u & me all the way. um...so not cool. haha^^
so, in conclusion. i'm a girl w/ uncontrollable emotions yes, i can use that excuse whenver and however i choose and as many times as i feel like who's picky about her friends who in turn become picky w/ her.
eh~ such is life^^
now i'm at christy's. b/c i had a band concert today! & no one i knew was there, so she had her mom come. & her mom loved it. so that's gr8. but then said mom took me shopping for endless hours. & i'm so wiped now. u_u
um...concert was ~eh~ u can tell y the 1st band is the 1st band. they sounded great & my band sucked. haha^^ um...tomorro'ws the fair. hopefully that'll be fun^^ but i have a ton of homework to do. >.< um...i'm distracted now. so...i'm gonna call it quits. i got my main points across.
L ♥ V E