Four things and four things only
Ok so lately I have been having a think about things and it has made me realise a few important home truths all based around one fact: I am not getting younger.
I can't of course prove that we only have one life but if we do then why do I like so many other people sit around not wanting to risk thing, just give them a whirl and see where they land. The simple fact is that I am not going to be young much longer so I need to start making the most of it. I need to think about what it is I really want and just do it, no excuses. So here is what I want:
1. Ultimately I want children, it's not something I ever talk about much but just lately it has really come into focus.
2. I want to move back to Canada, there are good things about living here but they are not worth sacrificing my life for.
3. I want to lose weight and stop being the fat friend, it's just fucking depressing, I want to not want to hide in the back of all photos.
4. I want to take more risks when it comes to people I fancy. I am alarmingly fussy but when I like someone I never fucking do anything about it, that needs to change, because what is the worst that could happen.
So that's it, that's what matters and sod everything else, as long as I am a decent person that's all else that matter.s
I can't of course prove that we only have one life but if we do then why do I like so many other people sit around not wanting to risk thing, just give them a whirl and see where they land. The simple fact is that I am not going to be young much longer so I need to start making the most of it. I need to think about what it is I really want and just do it, no excuses. So here is what I want:
1. Ultimately I want children, it's not something I ever talk about much but just lately it has really come into focus.
2. I want to move back to Canada, there are good things about living here but they are not worth sacrificing my life for.
3. I want to lose weight and stop being the fat friend, it's just fucking depressing, I want to not want to hide in the back of all photos.
4. I want to take more risks when it comes to people I fancy. I am alarmingly fussy but when I like someone I never fucking do anything about it, that needs to change, because what is the worst that could happen.
So that's it, that's what matters and sod everything else, as long as I am a decent person that's all else that matter.s