Mar 15, 2005 15:36
Every time i go back to visit my mother she always stirs the fucking shit soup. She always has to bitch about one thing if it's not about the other. She's always moping about how i don't live there anymore. What doesn't she understand? I lived with her for 14 years and that's not enough for her? I can't spend 4 years with my dad (whom she never let me see when i was kid)? Like what the fuck women. I hate going there now, and i know i have to, in fact, i'm obligated to, because she's my mother, but i can't take all the fuckin' bullshit anymore. EVery SINgle FUCKing TIME. it's getting SO redundant i wanna chop my fucking ears off. whatever though. all i ever do is go there and sit in my fucking bedroom for 4 straight days anxiously awaiting the time until i get back to st. kitts. it's really depressing. whatever. i leave for my cruise in 3 days. thank god.