Hmmm
I don't know what it is. Suddenly though everything seems to make sense to me. I'm ready to go back to college, and work my ass off to get my degree. I want to get a great job that allows me to travel, because really that's what I want to do. I don't want to be like my mom and wish I had seen all of these places, I want to actually see them. My mom wants me to go down to Minnesota with her for when my Aunt's baby comes, I wasn't sure how I could work that out while also going and seeing Melanie, but I have a plan to make it work, so it will, because i'm in that determined of a mood right now. With that, I shall go back to working on applications and sending resumes, and hopefully i'll get a bite and a job soon. I'm being picky too. I want benefits, and I want to be able to earn leave. I really no longer like working retail, not having holidays off sucks, so I tell it to go suck my big toe. And some may think that I need to just accept the real world and suck it up and drive on. But i'm not meant to accept the real world. I'm meant to take my stubborness and bull headness and fight for what I want, and that I am going to do. So bring it on world, i'm ready for you. I've got a great boyfriend and great friends to help me through anything, so there! Wow i'm in a good mood for waking up not feeling to well.