so maybe im not as tough as i thought

[alaska_or_bust]

So i thought i could pull off a race-hard-during-the-day-and-study-hard-at-night-weekend. It worked ok yesterday, i did pretty well and had fun. Today in the crit..lets just say i got lapped a few times. and it hurt. it wasnt the good burning legs pain, it was the im-so- tired- i -think- im- going- to -topple- in- the- next -turn- feeling. WHY???

i wish it was mtb, then i would have had fun even though i had a bad day. Ugh i absolutely disgust myself. I need to suck it up and work harder.