renouncing the great indoors.
Yeah so didn't go to the picnic today and lost out on my $50 gift certificate that I won at the raffle, eh I'm sure if I went that wouldn't have worked out for me if i went anyway. Instead I slept in and studied and moped and whatnot, my parents went out so I planned myself a nice little alone night then I figured I'd call ashley. Ended up going with her danielle and rachel to a John I party in some neighborhood that we didn't like leaving the sequoya (esp since ashley's graphing calculator was in it lol) hung out there for a while talked to zach and max from our psych class lol met some cool people it wasn't a bad night. There were actually a lot of good looking guys even which just makes you hate atlantic a lot more. So yeah that's what we did after meeting Ashley's friend who worked at Boston market and getting some cornbread lol Rachel made sure to get some for the road. Last night lauren came over for a sit around and eat and watch movies night which is our specialty. Got some chinese food and watched Ocean's 12 which I still maintain is an awesome movie and everyone in the world is retarded. Friday I gave blood for what reason I will never know I hate getting blood drawn more than anything in life it is literally my greatest weakness as strong as I can be sometimes I get to the brink of bursting into tears over having a needle shoved into my veins and seeing anything fill up with my own blood. And they ALWAYS have to stick me a million times because I have abnormally thin veins and sometimes they even have to use a special kind of needle. So basically this was just an act of martyrdom or maochism idk really, and they of course stuck me in both arms and I freaked out and was miserable the whole time and now I have holes and bruises and I feel like a heroin addict. But I got some food and a t-shirt and the rights to say I am a good person, which doesnt balance out really but I DID get to miss TOK : ). So yeah tomorrow will suck as will everyday I live racked with guilt for not studying for my APs at all whatsoever. My mom got me my AP spanish prep book today so I can get started on THAT one...joy. Double sigh I think I'm gunna go find something on pay per view.
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