What To Do...

[alasdair_piban]

This pain deep within me
The words I cannot say
The words I'm afraid to say
The feelings reeling inside me
Wishing to go on
But knowing I can't.
The happiness and confusion dwells
Elevating me to a place,
A place I haven't been to in such a long time...
But knowing I can't control myself.
Unable to trust myself
With the responsiblity of loving you.