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My luck seems to have mostly ran out. Or maybe I just thought it was there but really it wasn't.
Reality is an obscure thing sometimes.
In any case I put forth some honest efforts and learned some lessons. I extended a few hands in friendship, some in need and one in affection to have them turned down. The rejection doesn't really bother me any more than wind on a rainy day. Not really what you want but necessary if you ever want to go from here to there.
What does bother me is the reasoning, or lack thereof, behind the rejecting. Perhaps its just a smokescreen, words thrown around to cover up whats actually happening. It's hard to be sure when the core of the issue is often a lack of communication.
Which is something I'm not very good at myself but I still hold out hope that someone will eventually meet me in the middle.
Reality is an obscure thing sometimes.
In any case I put forth some honest efforts and learned some lessons. I extended a few hands in friendship, some in need and one in affection to have them turned down. The rejection doesn't really bother me any more than wind on a rainy day. Not really what you want but necessary if you ever want to go from here to there.
What does bother me is the reasoning, or lack thereof, behind the rejecting. Perhaps its just a smokescreen, words thrown around to cover up whats actually happening. It's hard to be sure when the core of the issue is often a lack of communication.
Which is something I'm not very good at myself but I still hold out hope that someone will eventually meet me in the middle.