mcintosh....baahhhhh
so i was on myspace....bored....looking at ppls blogs and such and doing my usual reflecting. ....blah blah blah....and i can't believe that im still at mcintosh. i will be so glad when this all is over. If i could go back and tell myself how this all was going to play out i think i may have turned around....well probably not but i definately would have been a tid bit surprised.
I started going to mcintosh in 2004...should have graduated in 2005...it is now april of 2007 and i still have a term to go. i wish i just could have done it right the first time. I think i would have stayed in the dorms. I dunno.....at the time marty had been kicked out of the dorms and i didn't want to stay there with evil taraugh ( with a "gh") as a roomate. I miss thoes days. I miss thoes people. I know i wasn't there long and my friendships underdeveloped (once i met marty i put all my eggs in one basket) but i really do miss it. If i could go back i think id be more outgoing and try to hold on to some connections. I met some really great people there......and a mess of shit bags but thats another story.
Its wierd still being at mcintosh. It was even wierder when i came back after a two year break. Dover wasn't the same. All the people were different and it sort of lost its magic. Honestly it feels like a totaly different place. And im completely different....all friggin grown up. my life is so like,......responsible. the picture i have on here was taken right before i went to mcintosh back in 2003.....such a different person...i miss that girl in a lot of ways.
so much happened that year...i felt so alive