Goodbye '05...
Wow, so this year was fuckin' crazy, wasn't it?
It's been a blast, and definitely one of the most terrible and wonderful years in my life. I didn't expect pretty much any of this. A&M and the breaking and mending of hearts, not to mention the new friends in my new and old towns that I've made. Its strange seeing so many old friends and new friends in one day, and I had a much deserved emotional breakdown yesterday. With everything thats happened along the way this year, it needed to happen. But I honestly don't think the year could have ended or begun on better notes than they did. So many beginnings and endings and its funny how they all seem to entertwine...
I'm not ready for this to end yet...I'm so happy that I've become so close with my little buddies down home and I'm gonna miss the daily interaction...alot. I'm silently counting down and I'm going to get the most out of the break we all have left before another chaotic semester and year begins. Life is beautiful and heartbreaking at times. And from the bottom of my heart, I thank every one of you for giving me the opportunity to experience so much...
I saw the beginning and end of this year with my two of my all time favorite girls, emily and lauren. In between the chaos from party to party, there was no place else I would have rather been and I'm glad I spent it with you both. Laughing to the point of collapsing at a gigantic water balloon exploding over a state was definitely the best way to bring in the new year and, funny enough, it gives me hope...
Kodi's party was tons of fun and a bunch of us ended up spending half of it at the park near her house, which was absolutely beautiful in the fog. Ryan's party was hilarious chaos, even as it was reaching its end when I showed up. Its been an emotional rollercoaster for just about everyone...
I have hope for this year and I have a feeling it will be one of the best yet. I know each year is completely different and I never know what to expect...but I know it will be good.
Its peaceful and lonely as I sit here right now at almost 4am...I will make the most of what I have for now...there is so little I'd change about my life at this moment...goodbye '05...you were very good to me the last few moments...thank you.
It's been a blast, and definitely one of the most terrible and wonderful years in my life. I didn't expect pretty much any of this. A&M and the breaking and mending of hearts, not to mention the new friends in my new and old towns that I've made. Its strange seeing so many old friends and new friends in one day, and I had a much deserved emotional breakdown yesterday. With everything thats happened along the way this year, it needed to happen. But I honestly don't think the year could have ended or begun on better notes than they did. So many beginnings and endings and its funny how they all seem to entertwine...
I'm not ready for this to end yet...I'm so happy that I've become so close with my little buddies down home and I'm gonna miss the daily interaction...alot. I'm silently counting down and I'm going to get the most out of the break we all have left before another chaotic semester and year begins. Life is beautiful and heartbreaking at times. And from the bottom of my heart, I thank every one of you for giving me the opportunity to experience so much...
I saw the beginning and end of this year with my two of my all time favorite girls, emily and lauren. In between the chaos from party to party, there was no place else I would have rather been and I'm glad I spent it with you both. Laughing to the point of collapsing at a gigantic water balloon exploding over a state was definitely the best way to bring in the new year and, funny enough, it gives me hope...
Kodi's party was tons of fun and a bunch of us ended up spending half of it at the park near her house, which was absolutely beautiful in the fog. Ryan's party was hilarious chaos, even as it was reaching its end when I showed up. Its been an emotional rollercoaster for just about everyone...
I have hope for this year and I have a feeling it will be one of the best yet. I know each year is completely different and I never know what to expect...but I know it will be good.
Its peaceful and lonely as I sit here right now at almost 4am...I will make the most of what I have for now...there is so little I'd change about my life at this moment...goodbye '05...you were very good to me the last few moments...thank you.