rant and rave
So I'm pretty pissed off at some of my best friends right now.
Erik told me last week, I guess, that he was going up this week to visit Alex in Boston. Then I try to hang out with Tyler on Saturday and find out that he is also going up to Boston with Erik, and MIKE is going up for the following weekend to join them in the fun.
I try not to sound like a selfish asshole in situations like these, but it happens regardless. I mean, not one of them even THOUGHT to ask if I wanted to go. Then Tyler tells me, "Well Mike isn't coming up 'til Thursday, you can catch a ride with him." I have to work... maybe if you all had notified me of these plans in advance I could've taken off, but now I'm stuck sitting around at this goddamn hotel while Mike drives to Boston to see everybody.
I am so sick of feeling like an ancillary friend among those guys.
I guess I should be used to it by now.
I was telling Sindread about this and he laughed, because he had the same feeling when he found out they were going up to Boston together, and then was like, "That's even worse that they didn't ask you."
Whatever. It makes me mad just thinking about it.
At least I got to spend time with Scott on Sunday, even if it was lots of heavy lifting.
In spite of the fact that we don't see each other much, there's always mutual respect between us.
Erik told me last week, I guess, that he was going up this week to visit Alex in Boston. Then I try to hang out with Tyler on Saturday and find out that he is also going up to Boston with Erik, and MIKE is going up for the following weekend to join them in the fun.
I try not to sound like a selfish asshole in situations like these, but it happens regardless. I mean, not one of them even THOUGHT to ask if I wanted to go. Then Tyler tells me, "Well Mike isn't coming up 'til Thursday, you can catch a ride with him." I have to work... maybe if you all had notified me of these plans in advance I could've taken off, but now I'm stuck sitting around at this goddamn hotel while Mike drives to Boston to see everybody.
I am so sick of feeling like an ancillary friend among those guys.
I guess I should be used to it by now.
I was telling Sindread about this and he laughed, because he had the same feeling when he found out they were going up to Boston together, and then was like, "That's even worse that they didn't ask you."
Whatever. It makes me mad just thinking about it.
At least I got to spend time with Scott on Sunday, even if it was lots of heavy lifting.
In spite of the fact that we don't see each other much, there's always mutual respect between us.