HAHA i am matts God!!
alright so yesterday was kinda boring but joyner stopped by for a while and kept me entertained and yeah no stupid photo course cause i hate it...then at around 7pm Annette and i went to the mall and walked around for a bit and then visited my work to bug jessica and jen and everyone...then we went to Timmy Hos and totally stuffed ourselves and we felt really gross haha it was entertaining...then we came back to my house so annette could use my webcam to take pics cause she had really cool curly hair and yes annette it looked good not back like those stupid idiots at timmys...they were just jealous lol...annette left around 9:20pm or something lol...then just before 10pm matt gives me a call like he said he was gonna...he then picked me up 10mins later and we went to Jupiters Lounge on Davie street to meet Dave and Glenn there...we talked and had martinis and it was fun...then matt had this idea to go and play poker at his house and the buy in was $10...so that was fine...we got there around 12am and started to play...it was fun and matt and i lasted till 2:30am but i was getting so tired so matt and i just split the pot and took $10 each...so it wasnt that bad lol cause we both made $10...then i got home and the stupid internet was down...i wonder why it keeps going down on us hmmmm...anyways i hopped into bed like right away but i didnt fucking fall asleep till 3:30am and i had the most horrible dream ever...i woke up freaked out of my fucking mind and my heart fucking racing so bad...it wasnt a nice dream at all...my eyes also still hurt like a mother fucker cause i havent gone on no sleep like this for like ever and my eyes always hurt when i dont get enough sleep...oh and apparently i am still way too skinny...well thats what matt says lol...oh and also i gave matt pointers on something and we had like the best talk ever walking back to his car downtown and then in his car...it was awsome lol...also had good talks in his car on the way downtown...i know i say i never talk to people about shit going on in my life but i do to matt...he rocks...he is one of my two councellors and since the other one is never online(my step sister krissy whom i miss sooo fucking much) i atleast have matt!! haha we always creep eachother out cause we can say something that doesnt make sense to anyone but we know what eachother is talking about and trying to explain!! man i missed you matt!! we have to stop waiting almost a month before we contact one another...oh also speaking of never talking to anyone...i called andrew today and i havent heard from him in like a month...that was nice...we are hopefully hanging out soon...holy shit ONE FUCKING MONTH TILL CHRISTMAS!! crazy...ok time to put on my face and make my lunch...loves you all and life seems to be getting a bit better!!!