Jul 28, 2006 23:57
Alot of work was done today. I helped my sister move out of her Kettering Apartment. I did alot of driving and Bummy and I still had alot of fun.
Us guys, Chris, Bummy, and I, are treated to a dinner and a movie come next Sunday. I am looking forward to it because it is going to be pretty darn fun.
Tonight, I my heart skipped a beat. I was checking out my friend Matt Gilbert's myspace. I notcied that Melissa had left a comment. I was shocked. I am nto sure why. I think it is because I hadn't seen her or talked to her in a long time. In a way, I am still saddened by what had gone on between us. I wish none of that stuff had happened. I wish we never met. I know it sounds harsh, but I am not trying to be mean about it. It's too sad for me to think about.
I am trying to work on being happy. I am trying to not bitch as often, but that is all I seem to do. No one likes a crybaby. Max is deffinatly right.
Who knows, maybe I need to work on getting some new friends. Try to possibly make a circle of friends. It may be too late now, since highschool is almost over for people my age. The groups have already formed. I guess I'll have to wait until college comes around.
It'll be just like me when I was in grade school. I constantly thought about highschool. I was hoping to meet new people. I wanted to make new friends and everything.
That's how I am now. I am anticipating college to be another ground where I meet new people. Another chapter of my life about to start up. A new adventure.
I may later retype my old essay I wrote that won 1st place in the CJ essay contest (it was when I was in the 8th grade).