Tick tick tick
So lately things are coming together, the building that should help pay for my kids uni education (or what ever) and help with thier morgage is looking more like a structure and less like a post apocalypic film set. Both children are doing well and Leo has been diagnosed as dyslexic and is getting extra lessons so in theory at least he should also be top of his year soon too. Not actualy that worried about that but it would be a nice ego boost for him. Claire on the other hand is suffering somewhat with her hormone levels fluxing so much and it is even making her physicaly ill occasionaly. Waiting to see what the specialist thinks but actualy getting her near a hospital is not easy. I have at least applied for the physio course and am now waiting to see what they think... I am nearly convinced I wont hear anything until after the course commensment date going by thier past perormance but will see. Checked the bank again and have enough saved for it to pay for the two years of course and a bit in case, always a bit in case. Everything seems to be working well (or at least as well as I thought it might) but once more I feel the need to push and change and take risks, it makes it very hard to relax. What keeps popping into my head is the feeling of the sky swing, hanging 300m above a city by a small catch and slipping it so that you fall... that is what I need or at least something of that ilk. Everything is so safe in life right now at least partialy due to my own design and I find it limiting. Possibly the unheaval of swapping careers will help, hopefuly it will. Still one way or another things always change and dealing with it is what makes you live.