Day 2
Well, it seems that the trend of 2008 being a good year is continuing. I just ran into the project director for the Scanning Project and they are at a point where they could use me. By the end of the week he will have schedule/plan hashed out and I may be working extra hours as early as next week. This means more money coming in very soon. Works out good for me and for the project director. I love it when a plan comes together. (imitates chewing on a cigar).
I'm currently in between tasks. It has been pretty busy here today. End of the month and end of the year things to get done. VR calls. Thankfully, the email was and has been very slow.
In terms of how I'm feeling physically. Eh. Pain meds have sort of taking a little edge off. I'm really looking forward to my RH appt. in a few weeks. I hope that we can do a bit more for my achiness and pain. These past 4-5 days I have really overdone it. I'm looking forward to things quieting down a bit.
Depending on how I'm feeling and finances; I may try to go out to ES this weekend for a short time. I like to get the new CD plus see ppl I didn't get to see on NYE. I was really far too worn out to trek over to ES and pay a bunch of money for the cover and parking to be there all of 10-20 minutes.
I've realized that I'm really quite comfortable with being single. In fact, I'm use to it and the prospect of dating and relationships is kind of .... intimidating and makes me feel very uncomfortable. The thing is... I don't think I will be able to find the comfort level I had with my last two relationships. Esp. after how much damage the last one did. I don't know that I trust my ability to judge if I really "like" a person. Just a lot going on in my mind about this stuff right now. I know that Ron and I will have a lot to talk about on Saturday at therapy.
Well, back to the grind. More later...
I'm currently in between tasks. It has been pretty busy here today. End of the month and end of the year things to get done. VR calls. Thankfully, the email was and has been very slow.
In terms of how I'm feeling physically. Eh. Pain meds have sort of taking a little edge off. I'm really looking forward to my RH appt. in a few weeks. I hope that we can do a bit more for my achiness and pain. These past 4-5 days I have really overdone it. I'm looking forward to things quieting down a bit.
Depending on how I'm feeling and finances; I may try to go out to ES this weekend for a short time. I like to get the new CD plus see ppl I didn't get to see on NYE. I was really far too worn out to trek over to ES and pay a bunch of money for the cover and parking to be there all of 10-20 minutes.
I've realized that I'm really quite comfortable with being single. In fact, I'm use to it and the prospect of dating and relationships is kind of .... intimidating and makes me feel very uncomfortable. The thing is... I don't think I will be able to find the comfort level I had with my last two relationships. Esp. after how much damage the last one did. I don't know that I trust my ability to judge if I really "like" a person. Just a lot going on in my mind about this stuff right now. I know that Ron and I will have a lot to talk about on Saturday at therapy.
Well, back to the grind. More later...