I speak to you in riddles cause my words get in my way...
Lately I have been having a really hard time getting to sleep...maybe because I sleep until one in the afternoon everyday. Whatever. So last night was...SPECTACULAR...WONDERFUL...GRAND...there are so many words i could say. I ended up not going home at 11:30 because I was...persay...preoccupied. I was an hour late but I am pretty damn sure it was worthwhile. I dunno it was only at like 10:50 that my night turned into something unforgettable. Before that I kind of got in a fight with my friends...I don't know really what to do because it's all fucked up. This girl hates that girl and blah blah...whatever...I'm not worried about that. Well what really sucks ASS is that I am grounded for a week...personally I think that is way unreasonable seeing I have that one really good reason...maybe I can do some negotiating with Debster...if not I might just let the truth out...about everything. Things would be so much easier and there is no need to lie anymore...there is nothing to hide...nothing big and important at least. So the combination of my exciting event and me getting in trouble kept me up all night so I played in my room for four hours and then I watched the sun rise and fish jump for a good half hour...very peaceful though. I played with the puppies and my dogs for a while. The puppies are just learning how to listen so its a little irritating.
I am really confused now that I think about it because I had really great plans for today and now I can't because I stayed last night but last night could have continued today if I hadn't fucked up...gosh darnit. Well I think that this is so exciting but I am not posting on here because flat out...people fucking suck and talk shit so fuck all of you...unless you are nice which includes most but a few particular assholes.
Also I was thinking about my dad a lot lately because we have been trying to reach each other but we are so busy. He wants me to come up there soon and I really want to go. I want to talk to him about possibly getting emancipated or him getting custody but I could live with a friend...i think it could be possible. Debster is just too fucking gay for me...she never lets me out and when she does she is so gay about curfew and who I'm with and the list goes on. I dunno there is a lot of planning to do. I like how she comes in here and goes...did you sleep at all what drug did you take blah blah blah...its real good to know that all i am is a fucking druggie...I love it!! Today I went to the mall and got a really cute purse and ended up getting really cool tongue rings too...knock knock...well anyways...hopefully I will get some shit done. Peace!
Love always,
Alana Leah
I am really confused now that I think about it because I had really great plans for today and now I can't because I stayed last night but last night could have continued today if I hadn't fucked up...gosh darnit. Well I think that this is so exciting but I am not posting on here because flat out...people fucking suck and talk shit so fuck all of you...unless you are nice which includes most but a few particular assholes.
Also I was thinking about my dad a lot lately because we have been trying to reach each other but we are so busy. He wants me to come up there soon and I really want to go. I want to talk to him about possibly getting emancipated or him getting custody but I could live with a friend...i think it could be possible. Debster is just too fucking gay for me...she never lets me out and when she does she is so gay about curfew and who I'm with and the list goes on. I dunno there is a lot of planning to do. I like how she comes in here and goes...did you sleep at all what drug did you take blah blah blah...its real good to know that all i am is a fucking druggie...I love it!! Today I went to the mall and got a really cute purse and ended up getting really cool tongue rings too...knock knock...well anyways...hopefully I will get some shit done. Peace!
Love always,
Alana Leah