And everytime I run to You, Your there for me...

[alannah]

Hmmm...rough day. I tried *keyword tried* to look decent today but i don't think that worked out too well. School was just ok and we had shortened calsses because we had an assembly with a guest speaker...a DJ from the Fish. He was a pretty good speaker but it was still kind of boring. After school I had practice but there was some time between so I hung out with Brittany...a girl on my team who is super pretty and really nice. Practice started out kind of boring but then we scrimidged for like and hour...it was fun until I tripped Lily. In a way I meant to but I felt absolutlely horrible after. I apologized but I am pretty sure she didn't believe me. After that whole incident I backed off and let her do her thing and I played horrible the rest of the practice. I got really muddy and dirty but it was fun. I went to McDonalds for some fries because I am getting my wisdom teeth pulled tomorrow morning...not cool. After I got home I was really sad so I went to lay in my bed and fall asleep and I was thinking about Danny and that I wanted to tell him everything I was thinking and sure enough the phone rings and its him. He called to wish me a good surgery and we ended up talking...nothing was accomplished. I want to be there for him and be his friend and have things be ok and chill but its not because he is always flirting with everyone including me and its not ok...I feel like such a loser. I know that when I am ready I will move on and do what I need to do. Right now, I just want my license...it would complete my life. I am making myself as busy as possible right now so I don't think about emotional stuff. Hopefully this will be a nice relaxing weekend where I can get some thinking done. Danny wants to come over and watch a movie with me...i am not sure how I feel about that. I really think that PETER should go rent that one movie he was going to rent the other night and come over and watch it with me!!!!!!!!!!!!!! We will see...all in due time, all in due time. I dunno whats going on but I am just realy really sad right now and I am just going to go to bed. I will be writing a lot this weekend because I will be home the whole time. Well I hope you all have a wonderful night and God bless all of you.

Love always,
Alana Lea