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Forgive me, this is kind of a tipsy post. I have denied myself access to any other social website as well as my phone. I talked to my dad for an hour on the phone tonight. I have not spoken to anyone on the phone for that long for, I don't know, a long time. It's really nice, really nice, to talk to someone about the future without them saying, "no. that's impossible," that being the first thing out of their mouths. We had a realistic conversation about how much would be needed to be saved for a move to new york. How transferring to costco would probably be the best option, yet difficult to also be going to a school where you are in class from 9-6/ Not to mention the time for transportation, rehearsals, etc that will probably be necessary. I definitely need the training. That is a no brainer for me. But, would it be possible to work and just devote myself to classes and training in the evening or during the day. Just, something that doesn't necessarily mean a two year committment? This brings up the idea that maybe, a two year conservatory might not be the best. Living in a place like new york is, well, expensive. It would be nice to have a job and know of that security. This is not something I just want to jump into. I have been thinking about it for a long time now. I know there are options. I know /the school I am seriously considering offers a scholarship for students of czech/slovak decent and in need of financial aid. I know there are loans. This is possible. I am just going to keep seeing that light, following that dream.