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hey hey
very long time since last time i updated so this will be VERY long
so lets see last time i updated i had just gotten back from new york which was amazing yeah sooo !
ummm worked at the jcc all summer as u all know already .. alittle backround on that
it was O MANNNNNN amaazingg ! i miss it ALOT .. but yesss i am going back !
it was horrible leavinggg myyyy babiesss ( well not really babies) lol
but ughhh it was horrible i cried for like a milllion yearsss =( it was really sadd
they made a CD/DVD thing with all these adorable songs and pictures of the WHOLE summer, and yes i watch it every chance i gettt =( i misss them .... buttttt theres next summmer !
well welll CANNNOT FORGET THE CRUISEEEEEEEEEE
O MYYYYY GODDDDDDDDDDDDDD ! that i missssss sooo much it wassss AMAZINGGG !
it was unforgettableeeeee ... we did everythinggggggg and anythinggg and freakinggg enjoyed every minute on that ship !!! spent sooo much time together .. sooo many amazing laughs and memoriessss ! the ones of which i will never forget
CARNIVAL VALOR SUMMER '05
ROOM 1338 <33333333333333333
mama jecca and mennnie
BFFAEAEAE !
i hung out alot well mainlyyy ! with the usualy lovesss of my lifeee
jecca mennie and megan <3333 bffaeaeae
what else -- the rest of my summer was just really relaxing
all in all my summmer was incredible .. it showed me ALOT .. and i changed ALOTTTT
in sooo many ways
it gave me something i never really had, now there is not one day that goes by that i dont look at my life and see how fortunate i really am =) =)
i did many things this summer for myself
i moved on. i went on with MY life
problems with everything i just dropped and let go .. what was the use of holding onto it ?
those of you who have recently seen me .. have seen the drastic change that i am VERY proud of !
BUT without MY MOM jecca mennie and megan i wouldnt have dont any of this or have ever wanted more for myself <3
school -so far so good !
grades are skyyy high which is veryy diffrent from last .. well my whole life
right now going into the 4th week of school i have 5 A's and a B ! i am very very happy with the effort and HARD HARD work ive been putting into school !
ummm my classes are awsome i am veryyy happy to say that i made it into dance 3, that was a big shock and surprise =) =) and i'm FORSURE shooting for variations in 11th grade -- i started dancing agian to clean up my dancing and nail all my technique ! so thats been great
as most of you may have noticeddd ! i have lost 20 pounds and 7 INCHESSSS in my waist and 3 INCHESSS IN MYYY BUTTTTT =) =) =) =) and i'm nooo were near doneee !
i cannot waitttt til i'm were i wannnaa be .. and with that said i havee to thankkk my amazinggggg motherrr for pushing me and helpingg and beinggg the best and onlyyy support team i would everrr needd <333
soo yeahh i look pretty diffrent now and i like it .. i'm still going and alittle more is coming off everydayyy =D =D and for those of you who doubt me
WATCHHHH MEEEE !! i also cut my hair .. not short but about 6 inches .. before it was almost to my butt and now its like on my boobbiieeess.. its very diffrent and i loveee it !
ummmm .. what else
HOMECOMINGGG IS COMING UPPP !
happy about thattt
reallly exciteddd !
i love jecca mennie megan and jeettyyy <3333
had to sayyyyy onceee agiannnn lol =)
the love life ... hmmmm
there is ONE boy i do enjoy looking att !
and we talk and flirt here and there so we'll just seee <333
ummmm thingsss with "someone" have been ... over and done with for now
and i actually dont hate them AT ALL .. like i said ive completely changed i understand people are who they are and you cant help change them unless they want to change ... and nor should u try and change someone who doesnt want to change and wants to stay the way they are ...
i dont exactly know what gonna happen w/ this right now .. let alone in the future
but am i worrying ? not at all
i believe they'll come around .. i know it .. i know them very well and i'm just going in my own direction right now and im very pleased with that
what elseeeeee
mels birthday was last weekend
jecca and i went to her house early in the morning SURPRISED HER ! with balloons and cakee and birthdayyy hatsss and little wistle thingyysss !
she was veryy happy to see us there
then i night i put together a party for her and it went INCREDIBLEEE everyone who she hasnt seen in soooooo long went and we alll had a blastttttt <33
i love you mennnie =)
ive been hanging out with jetty now alot and i love her to death
shes great =) =)
megan .... mannnn i love herrrrr <3
she went through some shit with thisss freakkk asssholleee who mind you if i ever get my handddss on him hes deaddddd =) =)
shes beautiful and is a really great girl but u know what she lived for the moment as much as she could and she just really enjoyed herself while she could no matter how it was gonna end ... now she sees things differently bout certain stuff
its matured her alot ... and im very happy for her that she got to expirence such a great feeling ! i love her very much and i dontt think she really knows how much i just want the best for her <33333
ummmmm so yeah all in all life has been going really great lately !
and i couldnt ask for more right now !
well just keeping you updated and informeddd
comment pleasee <3
very long time since last time i updated so this will be VERY long
so lets see last time i updated i had just gotten back from new york which was amazing yeah sooo !
ummm worked at the jcc all summer as u all know already .. alittle backround on that
it was O MANNNNNN amaazingg ! i miss it ALOT .. but yesss i am going back !
it was horrible leavinggg myyyy babiesss ( well not really babies) lol
but ughhh it was horrible i cried for like a milllion yearsss =( it was really sadd
they made a CD/DVD thing with all these adorable songs and pictures of the WHOLE summer, and yes i watch it every chance i gettt =( i misss them .... buttttt theres next summmer !
well welll CANNNOT FORGET THE CRUISEEEEEEEEEE
O MYYYYY GODDDDDDDDDDDDDD ! that i missssss sooo much it wassss AMAZINGGG !
it was unforgettableeeeee ... we did everythinggggggg and anythinggg and freakinggg enjoyed every minute on that ship !!! spent sooo much time together .. sooo many amazing laughs and memoriessss ! the ones of which i will never forget
CARNIVAL VALOR SUMMER '05
ROOM 1338 <33333333333333333
mama jecca and mennnie
BFFAEAEAE !
i hung out alot well mainlyyy ! with the usualy lovesss of my lifeee
jecca mennie and megan <3333 bffaeaeae
what else -- the rest of my summer was just really relaxing
all in all my summmer was incredible .. it showed me ALOT .. and i changed ALOTTTT
in sooo many ways
it gave me something i never really had, now there is not one day that goes by that i dont look at my life and see how fortunate i really am =) =)
i did many things this summer for myself
i moved on. i went on with MY life
problems with everything i just dropped and let go .. what was the use of holding onto it ?
those of you who have recently seen me .. have seen the drastic change that i am VERY proud of !
BUT without MY MOM jecca mennie and megan i wouldnt have dont any of this or have ever wanted more for myself <3
school -so far so good !
grades are skyyy high which is veryy diffrent from last .. well my whole life
right now going into the 4th week of school i have 5 A's and a B ! i am very very happy with the effort and HARD HARD work ive been putting into school !
ummm my classes are awsome i am veryyy happy to say that i made it into dance 3, that was a big shock and surprise =) =) and i'm FORSURE shooting for variations in 11th grade -- i started dancing agian to clean up my dancing and nail all my technique ! so thats been great
as most of you may have noticeddd ! i have lost 20 pounds and 7 INCHESSSS in my waist and 3 INCHESSS IN MYYY BUTTTTT =) =) =) =) and i'm nooo were near doneee !
i cannot waitttt til i'm were i wannnaa be .. and with that said i havee to thankkk my amazinggggg motherrr for pushing me and helpingg and beinggg the best and onlyyy support team i would everrr needd <333
soo yeahh i look pretty diffrent now and i like it .. i'm still going and alittle more is coming off everydayyy =D =D and for those of you who doubt me
WATCHHHH MEEEE !! i also cut my hair .. not short but about 6 inches .. before it was almost to my butt and now its like on my boobbiieeess.. its very diffrent and i loveee it !
ummmm .. what else
HOMECOMINGGG IS COMING UPPP !
happy about thattt
reallly exciteddd !
i love jecca mennie megan and jeettyyy <3333
had to sayyyyy onceee agiannnn lol =)
the love life ... hmmmm
there is ONE boy i do enjoy looking att !
and we talk and flirt here and there so we'll just seee <333
ummmm thingsss with "someone" have been ... over and done with for now
and i actually dont hate them AT ALL .. like i said ive completely changed i understand people are who they are and you cant help change them unless they want to change ... and nor should u try and change someone who doesnt want to change and wants to stay the way they are ...
i dont exactly know what gonna happen w/ this right now .. let alone in the future
but am i worrying ? not at all
i believe they'll come around .. i know it .. i know them very well and i'm just going in my own direction right now and im very pleased with that
what elseeeeee
mels birthday was last weekend
jecca and i went to her house early in the morning SURPRISED HER ! with balloons and cakee and birthdayyy hatsss and little wistle thingyysss !
she was veryy happy to see us there
then i night i put together a party for her and it went INCREDIBLEEE everyone who she hasnt seen in soooooo long went and we alll had a blastttttt <33
i love you mennnie =)
ive been hanging out with jetty now alot and i love her to death
shes great =) =)
megan .... mannnn i love herrrrr <3
she went through some shit with thisss freakkk asssholleee who mind you if i ever get my handddss on him hes deaddddd =) =)
shes beautiful and is a really great girl but u know what she lived for the moment as much as she could and she just really enjoyed herself while she could no matter how it was gonna end ... now she sees things differently bout certain stuff
its matured her alot ... and im very happy for her that she got to expirence such a great feeling ! i love her very much and i dontt think she really knows how much i just want the best for her <33333
ummmmm so yeah all in all life has been going really great lately !
and i couldnt ask for more right now !
well just keeping you updated and informeddd
comment pleasee <3