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I've changed. I notice myslef getting more emo nowadays. That never use to happen. I was all ways the Happy kid. Never sad. I'm not sure if I can change back. I want to more than anything but i don't know if i can do that. I think now all I want is for it to be like it was in month one. Like when I only got out of bed cause you'd be there and you made we made each other happy. Now I do nothing but fuck this up more. So i'm Asking any one who knows what i'm going through. Or any one with advice (Sydney) How can WE make this better?