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[alan_aka_flash]

13 months.. It's over now. A Major part of me is gone now.. I feel confused I don't know what to do anymore... I look around and feel dissatisfied. Like Every thing I do is empty and wrong.. I don't know how it happend but I honestly feel in love with this girl, and now that it's over I want nothing more than her back in my arms... I hate this. I'm leaving for wisconsin again tomorrow.. I know I didn't see everyone.. I'm sorry guys. I'll be back soon enough.. I just need to figure out somethings. I just revolved my life around this for to long and it's gone now and I'm lost. I just hope that in what ever she might do that it makes her happy.. Even if that is someone else... I did make up my mind about one thing though... I'm not going to let this go with out a fight.. I'll be back in june... You better be damn sure that I'm going after her when I get back...

So intill then.. I'm out folks...