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i just had a very akward conversation with Jack...and i couldnt finish one sentence. my life is making me so confused, i cant finish things, i cant think straight! today Sal let me borrow his ipod cd so i could try and reload the program because it magically disappeared off my computer. my mom decided to say to me today "maybe the music companies are putting viruses on peoples computers that download music illegally. maybe the viruses delete any MP3 softwares." could they possibly do that? my ipod magically stopped working one day which really pisses me off. tonight i have to clean everything out of my desk because it isnt really mine, its my brothers and he needs it back because his room is finished being redone...and he just needs it. i will have a free corner in my room, no desk, and a pile of crap that once lived inside the desk. what am i to do with it? i guess it will just...sit, until i get my new desk. i cant wait to get it...but i dont want to clean all my stuff out. that is tiring and annoying. this weekend i am supposed to work on my humanities timeline and my humanities rough draft for the great gatsby but i dont have a desk to do it on now. :( i have to work on the floor. our living room and kitchen table are full of michaels stuff and kimberlys stuff because their rooms flooring was just redone and nothing has really been moved back yet. it is so annoying because it seems that every other surface that i could have possibly worked on is covered by somebody elses shit. grr. no school tomarrow, thank G-d!!i get to sleep (not as if i dont miss enough school to sleep...)

If you try to talk to me and i am not able to finish sentences or thoughts...give me a brake please. im confused as fuck and i really need to find a way to get around this. greatly appreciated.