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I just feel so weird... I don't really know how to describe it. And I have a feeling I'm going to lose it all.
I just hung out with Brianna and Rhylissa at mason for almost 2 hours... It's just so weird. I'm wondering again if I can actually be friends with her. Maybe I'll just not hang out with her unless there are other people because (and i do love rhylissa, she's so nice) i've never gotten to see her in private since august. I have wanted to talk to her about stuff but honestly would rather it be private. but the things aren't important or major enough to ask and make a point.
there was this weird exchange... i don't know.
honestly i don't know how to handle our relationship now, as we aren't together. and i find it difficult to be friends, on a more-than-superficial level.
honestly right now i don't like my life, the way it developed in college.
i don't like thinking about it and i'm not sure what to do about it.
honestly i don't feel close to her any more. and yes, i've lost pretty much everything i was going to write.
I just hung out with Brianna and Rhylissa at mason for almost 2 hours... It's just so weird. I'm wondering again if I can actually be friends with her. Maybe I'll just not hang out with her unless there are other people because (and i do love rhylissa, she's so nice) i've never gotten to see her in private since august. I have wanted to talk to her about stuff but honestly would rather it be private. but the things aren't important or major enough to ask and make a point.
there was this weird exchange... i don't know.
honestly i don't know how to handle our relationship now, as we aren't together. and i find it difficult to be friends, on a more-than-superficial level.
honestly right now i don't like my life, the way it developed in college.
i don't like thinking about it and i'm not sure what to do about it.
honestly i don't feel close to her any more. and yes, i've lost pretty much everything i was going to write.