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its so weird how much things change inside of you without an output of effort. its so strange to think how soon I'll be gone from here. I'll miss it but I can't wait. I wonder who I am right now... how did I get this way and why? what is the purpose in all of this. I have so many questions and everyone has so few answers I don't even know how to ask the questions anymore. Its almost the new year. I wonder what I did this whole year I should think about that and what is ahead for me in 2005. whatever it may be. Thy will be done.