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So i decided I'm gonna do track and soccer both again like I did freshmen year. I odn't know why I guess I'm crazy. but I know I have enough time I just won't be sitting online anymore or watching tv ya know just gotta cut out the pointless things. I don't know part of it is I think that being this busy is better preparing me to handle stress. part of it is I like both sports. part of it is I think it would look good to colleges that I could handle such a rigorous schedule. and also all the soccer girls that read this are gonna kill me but we don't do that much at soccer I'm not even tired afterwards. I want to get in shape. really I want to lose weight but I might as well give up hope on that b/c I swear I have an eating disorder.
I guess the weird thing is I feel like I have to have a defense ready to tell people I'm doing both and I don't know why its my perogative so it doesn't matter what other people think it doesn't affect them. I just wish some things would change and maybe I think this will change them. I just really hope I can pull it off in terms of scheduling and keeping up with school work. cause once I sign up for something I can't quit so I might be putting myself through living hell by doing this but Ill make it through. I hope I get good at both. I'm gonna do hurdles again but I haven't done that since 8th grade yikes.! but they only have one 100 hurdler and so I'll be good for our team haha ok enough blabbering b/c I have hw to do suprise suprise. and i have to stop wasting time like this b/c soon Iwon't have any time to waste.
I guess the weird thing is I feel like I have to have a defense ready to tell people I'm doing both and I don't know why its my perogative so it doesn't matter what other people think it doesn't affect them. I just wish some things would change and maybe I think this will change them. I just really hope I can pull it off in terms of scheduling and keeping up with school work. cause once I sign up for something I can't quit so I might be putting myself through living hell by doing this but Ill make it through. I hope I get good at both. I'm gonna do hurdles again but I haven't done that since 8th grade yikes.! but they only have one 100 hurdler and so I'll be good for our team haha ok enough blabbering b/c I have hw to do suprise suprise. and i have to stop wasting time like this b/c soon Iwon't have any time to waste.