Apr 15, 2011 01:13
Venting...because I can.
My "friend" kicked me out of her wedding. She wanted me to be maid of honor and I was helping as much as she would allow and was waiting for my dress to arive. Well...she texted me the other day and said I was the only one still waiting on my dress and that she thinks she's going to have to find someone else. So I told her to find someone else. And she did just that. Well today I recieved the invitation and was an adult about it...and ripped it into pieces and gave it to my gf to throw in the trash. And then I saw my facebook invitation to the wedding and said Not Attending. So tonight she messaged me via facebook and questioned if I was mad at her. I said no and explained myself and then she asks me back into the wedding and tries to apologize...it's too late. I'm already in the fuck it mode. I don't want to attend her bullshit wedding anymore..so there!
And...I'm planning a huge suprise for my Robynlee..I suppose I can put it on here cuz she doesnt know livejournal exists. I'm going to propose!!! Sometime soon :) But I'm looking at rings online and I'm starting to feel inadequate. She tells me she doesnt need something amazing and expensive but she deserves it...I don't know.
Just too many thoughts running through my head right now.
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