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well thats wonderful. my parents just called me in to have a talk. they say im going downhill and they're not gonna let me do that in their house. they're worried about my drinking and smoking. say next thing ill be a crackhead. all i want to do right now is cut. i just wanna feel something. take my mind off their words. im fine. im not going downhill, im doing just ok. they think ill go back to school and fail again because ill be high all the time. fuck them. i can do this on my own. was hoping id have a place to stay while i got a car first, but i think an apt is more important right now. im fucking 21 for goodness sakes. im not some 30 yr old living at home drinking and smoking and not working. i work 2 fucking jobs, am going back to school, and i rarely even drink. wtf. i hate this. just let me live.