May 22, 2010 03:16
Life isn't so bad when you're high 24/7.
I've started taking adderall. Why? Because my coworker said I would love it, so I took it...and loved it. Then I bought 5 more and gave him one. So 20 dollars for 5 pills. And then I bought a 1/2 of weed for 75. and then got a dub bag (20 dollars worth) for free.
And i think I'm over T. She's so flakey and I get my hopes up too much. The only thing I love is that if something does fall through or if we have a disagreement, she lets it go. She says she misses me, that she wants to start something but its hard cuz we rarely see each other. If you want to see me, then when we make plans, don't let them fall through.
It's hard to type when on adderall. I would never take this to stay up to study. Ok maybe I would. There's 3 cop cars outside my store...ugh..leave the drunks ALONE!
I got into a disagreement with Rachael, because I'm paying 4000 for our old apt and she's on vacation with her new girlfriend. cunt.
I was feeling ok, until I talked to her.
I could go for a booty call right now.
I seriously just took down a guys number because when he asked for number and I told him he was a lesbian, he said he would pay to watch. Yes. I would do it. No. Not with T.
I think I'm going to fuck Curtis. Not for pleasure. For a baby. Crazy? Yes. But in 9 months I could have my life together again. I had my life together. Fuck Rachael. Anywho, and in 9 months is March. Perfect baby weather. And me and Curtis have joked about having a baby for so long! He s 28 and wants a kid. So do I.
Me and Lorraine made a single pact today. Single unless we fall in love. Too tired of seeing each other get hurt over ppl. We also made a best friend pact. No matter what happens, school, love, marriage, kids. We will stay best friends. So 6th grade. But so true. I didn't talk to her for 3 years while me and Rachael dated cuz Rachael didn't like her. Never again. And she took me back and we started right where we were. That's best friends.
I want to take another pill, but I don't know much about these...Silly me doesn't want to die haha
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And I just found a girl to do my hair for 70!! Much better than the 150 I would pay. And Lord knows I need my hair done.
So I get laser hair removal and I was thinking about doing my bikini...lady said it doesn't hurt so bad. And I definitely want it. But hm...nope I will never want fur down there so I may as well
I just found a dollar..I hope it's from that asshole that was just in here.
I need to write a paper by Tuesday. I think 10 pages. Let's start now. And I said I'd never do schoolwork while on pills. Fuck it.
And the best part!! It makes me not hungry! The worst part. If I smoke weed while I'm still high off the pills, it doesn't last as long. But the pills will be done by morning and I will smoke a blunt on my walk home from work and then I will stay awake from the pill because I have to look at an apt at 2. Yay for apt searching.
I love yinz for listening to/reading my rambles!
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