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[alac586]

My heart aches and I don't know what to do. I feel like I have lost my heart and all I want to do is get it back. I'm sorry allie. I can't say it enough. I want to show you that I am the man that you thought I was. You are everything to me and I don't know what or where I would be without you

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[ignrncisbliss]

anthony why do you do this. this fight we had, not be conceited, is about what YOU did to ME. but now it's made into you being so lost and so hurt that you don't know what to do. to be completely honest, this situation is turning into what happened to you. you said last night that you were so embarassed to tell roxey why i was actually mad. well i'm embarassed too. i can't believe that someone that i put all of my trust and love into, disappointed me the way you did. not only did you disappoint me, you hurt me. you know my past. you know almost everything about me. and i thought i knew everything about you. i guess i didn't. the thoughts are going through my head scare me to death. but like i've always said, i have to do for me. i don't even know what to do anymore. i'm never home. i'm always driving you around. now some of the places we go are where i want to go too. but when you make plans with people without even talking to me first, it bugs the shit out of me. it's my car. it's my gas. i will decide what we do, and when we do it. you're taking me for granted so much, i never thought it was possible. all of my mom's money that i've spent was spent to do what i wanted to do for you. but do you really, sincerely appreciate it? no. you don't. if you did, you would never do what you did last night. 2 times in one night! it amazes me. thank you for showing me what i don't need in a man. i actually questioned what i should do in this situation. even tho, i've told my mother over and over what to do in this kind of situation. i told her to walk away. the fact that i questioned myself baffles me. but right now, i need my time. i need my space. i need to think for myself. don't call me until i call you, and i don't know when that will be.