later on (joni's wont)
for some reason, in my most lucid creative moments, i become vividly aware of the fragility
of existence.
i suppose it stems from the art coming from the very core of my being, exposing itself and realising that the loss or destruction of it could equate to the loss of myself at some level?
in other ways, i am very able to detach from objects and physicalities sometimes.
perhaps it's also because in the midst of an artistic project, we are in for some true reckoning with ourselves, and in this state it is evident how fragile we are and how things can change in an instant.
does anyone else agree?
are these just four-in-the-morning thoughts that come because of fatigue?
it might just be a medley of all the options.
any way it's explained or not explained, it feels damn good to have an outlet for energy that's been pent up for way too long.
thanks for reading.
bon matin (il est vraiment 4h00 le 21 mars, 2007)
of existence.
i suppose it stems from the art coming from the very core of my being, exposing itself and realising that the loss or destruction of it could equate to the loss of myself at some level?
in other ways, i am very able to detach from objects and physicalities sometimes.
perhaps it's also because in the midst of an artistic project, we are in for some true reckoning with ourselves, and in this state it is evident how fragile we are and how things can change in an instant.
does anyone else agree?
are these just four-in-the-morning thoughts that come because of fatigue?
it might just be a medley of all the options.
any way it's explained or not explained, it feels damn good to have an outlet for energy that's been pent up for way too long.
thanks for reading.
bon matin (il est vraiment 4h00 le 21 mars, 2007)