ramble
so i passed all my classes this semester! 2.9 for the semester. yay! i find it funny how i can make an A in chinese and a C in English... Go figure.
On another note : i think ive started something i didnt mean too. Theres this guy who i think i just like bc he is a true southern gentelman and i fear thats the only thing i like about him. We have things in common but he's very very religous and im not. Its a long story but i gave up on faith almost 2 years ago. i think he just has a "crush" on me. or maybe im reading him all wrong.
I also kissed a guy i NEVER EVER thought i would. I dont know what to thing about that. I dont think it ment anything. I doubt it will happen again. i feel like i was just a girl that happend to be in front of him when he decided he wanted to makeout with someone.
Oh well. Maybe its a good thing im going home tomorrow. Maybe during break things will work it self out.
Going to bham tonight to party with the new "big kid" girls. No more college for them...kinda sad to think when i come back from break they wont be around in adpi or on campus. I gave up drinking before thanksgiving only bc i had a night that absolutly scared me. I drank enough to kill a horse. Debating weither or not i want to drink tonight. Cant really drink at home i mean i can but its akward. Maybe bc my family doesnt know i drink (except for my cousin trisha) haha. i know i know im 21 but my father would kill me if i came home at 3am smashed lol.
Ok well im really just trying to kill time while i wait for darci to come pick me up. so we head down to Bham...
On another note : i think ive started something i didnt mean too. Theres this guy who i think i just like bc he is a true southern gentelman and i fear thats the only thing i like about him. We have things in common but he's very very religous and im not. Its a long story but i gave up on faith almost 2 years ago. i think he just has a "crush" on me. or maybe im reading him all wrong.
I also kissed a guy i NEVER EVER thought i would. I dont know what to thing about that. I dont think it ment anything. I doubt it will happen again. i feel like i was just a girl that happend to be in front of him when he decided he wanted to makeout with someone.
Oh well. Maybe its a good thing im going home tomorrow. Maybe during break things will work it self out.
Going to bham tonight to party with the new "big kid" girls. No more college for them...kinda sad to think when i come back from break they wont be around in adpi or on campus. I gave up drinking before thanksgiving only bc i had a night that absolutly scared me. I drank enough to kill a horse. Debating weither or not i want to drink tonight. Cant really drink at home i mean i can but its akward. Maybe bc my family doesnt know i drink (except for my cousin trisha) haha. i know i know im 21 but my father would kill me if i came home at 3am smashed lol.
Ok well im really just trying to kill time while i wait for darci to come pick me up. so we head down to Bham...