I live my life but i need to start LIVING my life
last night made me realize how short life really can be. Last night i had to consoul (sp?) a friend that just found out a few hours before i talked to him that one of his best friends from college died in a car crash. They apparently worked on films and producer things in class together and were going to work on a project this winter. They were more than just classmates they were friends. He didnt even get to say good bye to her ot anything like that. the last thing they talked about was working on a film.
We always think we're going to be here and that we get another chance to say what we want to people. we always think when you say ill talk to you later or ill see you later that you really will. That tomorrow they will be there and you will get to talk to them and see them. But what if a car crash took that a way?
Ive lost a lot of love ones in my life. Ive seen things that most poeple wont ever see or hope not to see. ive gotten my heart broken by many men but it just makes me stronger i guess. But sometimes i think i take life for granet. You dont realize that waking up in the morning and having another day is a great thing. we dont realize that every day we get to talk to someone, see someone how great of a thing that is.
"Tomorrow is a new day" "theres always tomorrow"... But not always theres so many things that could kill us in an instant and we cant even turn around to stop it. Everything we do could kill us:
Walking across the street
Chocking on a jolly rancher
Flying home to maryland
Getting in a friends car
going to sleep and not waking up
ect ect ect ect....
i need to stop saying theres always tomorrow to take a chance. Instead i need to grow some balls and take the chance today. I need to stop being so shy, i need to stop worrying about getting my hear broken, i need to get over the fear of rejection and just go for things. What do i have to lose? whats the wrost they can say to me, "no"? if they say no they i havent lost anything bc i didnt have it in the 1st place. i need to do more spur of the moment things, i need to go sky diving and do things i keep saying ill do when i graduate college. i need to wake up with a smile on my face and be happy that im up and be happy to go to class and get an education.
I live my life but i need to start LIVING my life
We always think we're going to be here and that we get another chance to say what we want to people. we always think when you say ill talk to you later or ill see you later that you really will. That tomorrow they will be there and you will get to talk to them and see them. But what if a car crash took that a way?
Ive lost a lot of love ones in my life. Ive seen things that most poeple wont ever see or hope not to see. ive gotten my heart broken by many men but it just makes me stronger i guess. But sometimes i think i take life for granet. You dont realize that waking up in the morning and having another day is a great thing. we dont realize that every day we get to talk to someone, see someone how great of a thing that is.
"Tomorrow is a new day" "theres always tomorrow"... But not always theres so many things that could kill us in an instant and we cant even turn around to stop it. Everything we do could kill us:
Walking across the street
Chocking on a jolly rancher
Flying home to maryland
Getting in a friends car
going to sleep and not waking up
ect ect ect ect....
i need to stop saying theres always tomorrow to take a chance. Instead i need to grow some balls and take the chance today. I need to stop being so shy, i need to stop worrying about getting my hear broken, i need to get over the fear of rejection and just go for things. What do i have to lose? whats the wrost they can say to me, "no"? if they say no they i havent lost anything bc i didnt have it in the 1st place. i need to do more spur of the moment things, i need to go sky diving and do things i keep saying ill do when i graduate college. i need to wake up with a smile on my face and be happy that im up and be happy to go to class and get an education.
I live my life but i need to start LIVING my life