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It's wierd all around. I've been doing a lot of thinking, and I can't quite sort out my feelings. But it's strange to come back to Seattle and nothing has changed. Nathan and I are the only people in here who even knew Angela. Then I realize that my family is never going to be the same. Vancouver isn't the safe haven it used to be, even though my family has certainly had its dramas. She has been in our family for I think 11 years, since I was 10, and I its hard to even remember a time when she wasn't around. But still, since going to college and her and my brother getting so successful in their careers, I hadn't seen a lot of her the last couple years. My daily life isn't really affected, so it's hard to even feel that she is gone for real.
I just feel lame and confused, so there. I suppose I should be grateful to have had that seperation.
I just feel lame and confused, so there. I suppose I should be grateful to have had that seperation.